Hold My Breath

I want to die painfully,
A slow and violent death,
Suffering and agony,
A moan with every breath.

I want to die in a blaze,
A flame for every nerve,
Torture and cruel punishment
Is all that I deserve.

I want to drown but not in water,
A massive pool of blood,
And hold my breath until I can’t
And twitch as my lungs flood.

I’m tired of being so comfortable
It’s driving me insane,
I want to die in suffering,
I want to die in pain.

2006 By Hakeem Alexander