Breath taken away at a glance
Held so close without the dance
I throw away a friendship’s romance
Never really gave you a chance
Doomed from the meeting by descending in love
Not really what it was
Something else like nightmares
I am your bad dream indeed
The worst of all.
Because you never would call
Wrapped in darkness and deception
Where is the violin in the desert?
Yes my mind is blurred, a twisted perception.
I killed it as soon as you gave it breath and life
I caused the fault to crumble in the quake
The most horrible hallucination
I am the grandest illusion.
The greatest of all.
I cursed you when I followed you off the tracks
Forgive the terror I can never take it back
This karmic dogma has me falling through the cracks
You live in light and beauty while wrapped in solid black
I destroyed what I created
The best would have been to let you be
Instead of my terrible imagination
I was the most abrasive delusion
The corrosion of all.