Purge

Inducing Disruption

Alexander — Thu, 04 Feb 2010 04:20:00 GMT

A collection of Tanka: 5-7-5-7-7

Disruption of life
Some folks call it suicide
Others think its right
When one makes the choice to die
Just for someone else to live

So you want to kill?
And you are ready for war
I must remind you
There is blood, pain, and death-stench
That you may never wash off

You saw me flying
Then you pulled my wings apart
And left me broken
Dismembered body and heart
Though left to die, still I fly

Frozen emptiness
The darkest regions of space
Nature's fertile soil
Dreams of life stir light and form
Shaping stars and galaxies

Inducing trance states
To motivate and improve
Belief enhancement
Profound dreams without sleeping
Visions of a better you

Unresolved Snowflakes

Alexander — Thu, 04 Feb 2010 04:04:00 GMT

A collection of Haiku: 5-7-5

Can I change the world
With such great inner struggles
Yet still unresolved?

I take and I give
Like a savior and a thief
I'd die just to live

A mystical wealth
Resides within each of us
Yearning to be mined

Straying from your place
Like a tiger in the woods
Quickly losing face

When the heart feels cold
And the night seems not to end
Play capoeira

Conflicting data
Conspiracy theories
Confusing the truth

Arctic summer white
Bathing in the waking sun
Tasting the snowflakes

Project 2-1-2010

Alexander — Tue, 02 Feb 2010 07:16:00 GMT

A collection of Haiku: 5-7-5 and Tanka: 5-7-5-7-7

Just filling in blanks
Such a simple thing to do
How I master words

It takes no effort
To create and write a verse
In mind or a page

Nothing seen is real
Manifestations are mind
Projecting the past

I fill space with words
As I'm emptying my mind
Of real fantasies

Enough room is here
For three lines of great magick
Spells in ancient form

I am a wizard
Because I say that I am
That is true power

Create form from void
By linking past with present
Illusions seem real

Converting this book
Into a store house of wealth
Filled with my visions

Unlocking the mind
I unleash the wonderful
Free to be untamed

Perhaps, I am told
Existence is illusion
To dream what will be

What is there to say
To ears linked to a closed mind
The worst kind of deaf

Technological
Ribonucleic-Acid
Polymorphism

Bio-engineered
Genetically altered
Transgenic mutant

Your health is wealth
A body in peril weeps
Just as starving waifs

I can not be sad
For the world is meaningless
Just as are my thoughts

Running into walls
I smash the bricks with my bones
Super-human dreams

Man's wars are petty
As we may soon be destroyed
Much like dinosaurs

Melting in the sun
Mountain snow streams down the slope
Feeding lakes below

Earthquake in the sea
Ocean waves above the land
Consumed by the flood

In the midst of storms
I hear the cries of wild beasts
And though I am still
My heart dwells in empathy
Beneath the veil of my calm

Death is a lady
With bone armor and skull mask
A curved blade stirs fear
Though lust is her true weapon
When her body is revealed

Take hold of your thoughts
Or you will die as your slave
In the land of kings

How close can we be?
Physical intimacy
Does not close the gap
Instead we shall join our minds
To unite our lovely souls

Black History (1998 #53)

Alexander — Tue, 02 Feb 2010 05:23:00 GMT

Through the years its been recorded
The past of our great countries
Of how the world has been rewarded
And also our grimmest tragedies

Through the ages of expansion
We progressed but with one glitch
The plantation owners in the mansion
Denied others freedom while becoming rich

The invasion into the west
Europeans' proud conquest
The "indians" are savages that they detest
So they kill them off just like the rest

A civil war, Pearl Harbor's bombing
And Hiroshima's nuclear frost
Plus something even more alarming
Adolf Hitler's sick, heartless holocaust

Years of religious persecution
Industrial depression and revolution
The world is an expanding institution
Full of chemical and political pollution

Now science rapidly advances
Providing pain and luxury
Giving the Earth even more chances
To exist in comfort or misery

And now its not just nation against nation
But sexually transmitted disease
Nor is it just race against race decimation
But the dying foundations of families

The heart of man is growing colder
And social morality is running wild
Where guns were once in the hands of soldiers
Triggers lie now in the hands of a child

With hatred now in control
We have created our own dark past
The entire planet as a whole
Does not seem like it will last

So its not just savages in caves
But an entire existence in misery
We have become our own slaves
Burdened by our own Black History

Finding Shadows

Alexander — Wed, 27 Jan 2010 07:33:00 GMT

(A collection of Tanka: 5-7-5-7-7)

So many beliefs
In what do we put our faith?
Must we trust ourselves?
Seeking the truth from within
Finding the way in all things

Such great adventures
Traveling to distant worlds
Dreams of scientists
To find "extra-solar" life
Manifest in my journeys

Does anyone know,
for certain what will happen
Two-thousand and twelve?
We must prepare to preserve
Human continuity

I am absolute
Just as within all of us
Meditating on
Metaphysical musings
A path to enlightenment

It fascinates me
How such great darkness and light
Exists together
Balancing the brightest stars
Withing a sea of shadows

King Tears

Alexander — Wed, 27 Jan 2010 07:25:00 GMT

(A collection of Haiku: 5-7-5)

King of many lands
Slave to just as many hands
Knight that always stands

Waging war within
I fear neither pain nor death
With KappaGuerra

When comes the great rock,
From the far reaches of space?
How shall we go on?

War is upon us
As man has done for so long
Peace comes not through blood

Facing the night sky
The abyss of darkness falls
Dying in the silence

Demons may visit
Descending to where you sleep
Feasting on your breath

Look upon the stars
Through cover of rain and night
Winter's shadow tears

Wicked Rain

Alexander — Thu, 21 Jan 2010 04:40:00 GMT

(A collection of Tanka: 5-7-5-7-7)

Looking for trouble
Instead trouble has found you
For that is the fate
Of the foolish conjurer
Calling upon the wicked

Why call attention?
To bizarre lights in the night?
They take you aboard
Probing your mind and body
Visits from a world afar

Hearing the rainfall
As candles burn through the night
A storm in the mind
Winds howling in the darkness
While we sleep in joyful peace

An urge for knowledge
Driven eternal passion
With joyful seeking
I'm filled with great excitement
No end in sight, just desire

Oh how the sky falls
Dark clouds make the day seem night
The cold numbs my skin
Yet still I see wonderful
Fantastic Winter and rain

Goddess Streams

Alexander — Thu, 21 Jan 2010 04:32:00 GMT

(A collection of Haiku: 5-7-5)

Goddess in my soul
Creatress of everything
The truth of my heart

I'm living in Hel
And I'm also in heaven
Theatres of my mind

Living shall go on
A forever beating heart
In dreams and in form

Frozen in anger
Like a nightmare trap in time
Patience is freedom

Hollow is the dark
Hallow the spirit within
Hello to my life

Rising into bliss
Breathing in the song of love
Melting Winter's kiss

Leaves sway in a breeze
Tickled by the sunlight's flame
Upon golden streams

Sick of Standing [in sh!t]

Alexander — Fri, 30 Oct 2009 23:36:00 GMT

I'm so sick of you lookin' at me
Like you're so much better than me
I can' stand it, your damn envy
Do you really wanna make yourself my enemy?!

I'm so sick of going, ino night clubs
And coming face to face with all these drunken clones
You all dress he same, it's so bloody lame
You inbreds must all have the same last name!

I'm so sick of glares, when I go out at night
Because I'm a "black-man" and my girlfriends "white"
"He's sealing one of us", "impurifying race"
As if we all won't die and rot the same way!

And I'm so sick of those who don't take seriously
Young kids in school until finally
They start lettin' off shots just to warn you
Hey kid gimme a gun I'm gonna join you!!

ANGRY
Ever at the world for the things that I've seen that were never meant for me
SCARRED
By the wounds I've delivered to myself in the rage of a god
DEAD
To a world that would gladly see me this way leaving, crying
But giving it up is way too demanding
I never wanna live the day that I'm not standing

I'm so sick of...(4)
I'm so sick

I'm so sick of those who don't talk to you
When you're down in the gutter they're ignoring you
But as soon as they see you've got a little change
They wanna suck your kiss - Is that a little strange?

I'm so sick of hearing about domestic abuse (3)

I'm just trying to help you to realize
You won't last to long with those kinds of cries
It's you or him, somebody's gonna die

You need to see, he is a monster
GET YOUR HANDS OFF OF HER!!!

ANGRY
Ever at the world for the things that I've seen that were never meant for me
SCARRED
By the wounds I've delivered to myself in the rage of a god
DEAD
To a world that would gladly see me this way leaving, crying
But giving it up is way too demanding
I never wanna live the day that I'm not standing

I'm so sick of daddy's gun going off
Blowing off his kid's head cuz he was showing off
A damn gun, he should've never seen in the first place
Now you're standing over a child who has no face

And I'm so sick of reading, about these crazy preachers
Molesting little kids, along with these sick grade school teachers
And then you pretend to wonder, why so many 13 year olds
Are going to prison for murder, and shooting teachers as if they were told
That it's the only way, to be heard by someone
So typical today, we solve our problems with the blast of a shotgun

ANGRY
Ever at the world for the things that I've seen that were never meant for me
SCARRED
By the wounds I've delivered to myself in the rage of a god
DEAD
To a world that would gladly see me this way leaving, crying
But giving it up is way too demanding
I never wanna live the day that I'm not standing (2)

I'm so sick of, everything I've mentioned, going unnoticed
Because it's in the "ghetto"
I'm sick of racism, so sick of oppression
So sick of lawless law so fuck the police you're gonna get yours

I'm sick of being ignored
Sick of seeing 12 year old whores
So sick of family just being a word and more and more

I'm sick of racism, so sick of oppression
So sick of lawless law and you're not gonna steal my right to bear arms

ANGRY
Ever at the world for the things that I've seen that were never meant for me
SCARRED
By the wounds I've delivered to myself in the rage of a god
DEAD
To a world that would gladly see me this way leaving, crying
But giving it up is way too demanding
I never wanna live the day that I'm not standing (2)

I'm so sick of...(4)
I'm so sick!!!

Kang Lang

Alexander — Fri, 23 Oct 2009 22:45:00 GMT

Music by Pungent Stench
Lyrics and vocals by Hakeem Alexander

Kang Lang!!!

Fight! (x3)

Yeah...
kang Lang Muy Thai
Blood, sweat, and no tears
Morning, noon, or night, we're ready for the fight
Without fear. (x2)

Kang Lang Muy Thai
No tears
Morning, noon, or night, -fight
Without fear

Kang Lang Muy Thai
No tears
Morning, noon, or night, we're ready for the fight
Without fear
No!

Andurai, we're dangerous
You're outta your mind
To fuck with us

Elbows and knees, to the head
One round-kick, and you'll be fucking dead
Yeah
Kang Lang

Lay you out, our combos end with kicks
Just stay down, your weakness makes us sick
Knocked you out, in the center of the ring
Without a doubt, we are the Muy Thai kings
Yeah
Kang Lang
urragh!!

You are no match for us inside the ring or on the street
Any battle with us ends with our enemies' defeat
But if you're gonna lose, why not go out with a bang?
And fall to the merciless strikes of Kang Lang
Yeah Kang Lang

I said:
You are no match for us inside the ring or on the street
Any war with us ends with our enemies defeat
But if you're gonna lose, why not go out with a bang?
And fall to the merciless strikes of Kang Lang

Family Reunion

Alexander — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 21:44:00 GMT

A man who lost his wife crossed the desert one night with his son.
Seeing his son atop his camel in the dark after having been advised not to do so,
So that the camels may have full strength to carry the men during the day's heat,
The father had this to say to his son:
"If you continue to ignore my advice, you will be left with your camel alone in the desert to die."

The son apologized, climbed down, and walked next to his animal until they stopped for sleep.
After a meal the next evening, the father looked up to his son in the night, riding once again
And spoke his disapproval:
"Continue ignoring my advice, and you will be left with your camel alone in the desert to die."
As he did the night before, he apologized and walked the rest of the way.

During a full moon the next evening, the son rode his beast when he tired.
This time, the father said nothing and the boy rode onward.

The following day, before sundown, a terrible sandstorm approached the men from behind.
They urged the animals forward, but it soon became apparent to the father
That his son's camel could not keep up.

The father stopped and demanded his son to exchange animals.
While the young man raced out of the storm and into safety,
His father perished as he was swept away by the blazing sands and fierce winds.

The young man traveled for a few more days.
But without his father's guidance, he lost his way.
Soon he was wandering aimlessly about with his camel,
Alone, in the desert, and died.

GrandMaster Hakeem Alexander on BULLSHIDO.net: THE END COMPLETE

Alexander — Fri, 28 Aug 2009 04:45:00 GMT

Original thread including the BULLSHIDO.net member posts
http://www.bullshido.net/forums/showthread.php?t=10632

Following is from a thread that I have beaten back to life just to kill again. I resurrected it because one of the posters just could not leave it alone. After I feigned submision with this obviously sarcastic line:

"Uh Oh!, I guess I've been BullShiDOWNED and discovered as a fraud, scam, and BSer in the Martial Arts. I apologize to all of you real Martial Artisists and feel greatly ashamed for trying to fool so many people. I guess now I will crawl back into the hole from which I came. I guess it is time to either enter a few new tournaments or just shut the f$%k up. Thanks for the insight, clarity, and vision you have provided me with.
Fare well."

Which I deduce was NOT seen as sarcastic by me, because they bought it and thought they had actually shut me down in their own sad little way.

The poster, who calls him or herself "Scrapper", saw a video highlight of some amateur fights I did 10 years ago, and uploaded to the site's video forum, decided to post the link of the original thread that someone started about me on the site, making remarks about my footwork still being "raw as hell". Clearly he had not read any of the supplemental material that showed it ws "The Beginning" of my self taught practice being introduced into competition.

The normally well intentioned guys at BULLSHIDO (that's sarcasm too) decided to bring me into their [MAB] martial arts bullshit forum to cast me as a fraud, or scam artist in the martial arts. This last long winded post of mine from earlier today sums it up. I am posting it here because I have no other category for it and I usually save everything that I write if I can help it.

Interestingly, The Legend Frank Shamrock, recently wrote a Mixed Martial Arts for Dummies book. In the introductory material before he gets into anything specific about fighting tecniques, he writes a little about credentials for instructors. In itself, it destroys all of the BULLSHIDO communities flawed arguments against me teaching. Shamrock writes:

"Don't worry if a potential instructor doesn't have belts and trophies covering his walls. Whether an instructor has competed professionally is really a non issue. In fact, some professional fighters aren't the best instructors."

They argue that I am a fraud if I take money with claims of grandmastery, which has NEVER happened. Besides the fact that it was BULLSHIDO that made my self appointed title of GrandMaster of my own practice public. It is really stupid what they have done with information about me that was apparently misinterpreted through their eager yearnings to out fakers. It is all they do.

My position is that I have every right to teach something I am good at, without having gone through the same type of system others have due to my own powerful desire and dedicated study and practice. I only wish it amuses you at least a fraction of how it tickles me. Ridiculous.
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YOU HAVE NEVER ACCOMPLISHED OR DARED TO ATTEMPT TO ACCOMPLISH WHAT I HAVE ENDEAVORED TO DO WITH MY LIFE AND EXPERIENCES. So I understand the failure to communicate.

[QUOTE=Scrapper;2202394]It was toughman stuff in the vid. No real opponents.

Hakeem...I knew you would say all that. Please read again the part about IMPLICIT versus EXPLICIT.

You can call yourself a Grandmaster all you want. You have no credibility.

If you are taking money from people to teach them based upon your claims of grandmastery, then you are a fraud. [/QUOTE]

You knew cuz your psychic; right. I assure you I will enjoy the rest of this site BULLSHIDO and finally give you people a rest and concede to your wishes to let it go. But I must retort once more just for sake of an amusing cyber-debate if nothing else.

http://www.hypnoathletics.com/
I have NEVER led ANYONE to believe that I hold any LEGITIMATE martial arts credential so your argument has NO WEIGHT! Through careful re-reading of the posts about me on this thread NONE of your arguments against have any weight what-so-ever. And by legitimate I am sure you mean from some bureacratic, established organization that oversees this sort of thing. Everyone that takes the time to discuss it with me knows I abhor that type of sytem. I do my best to trump it every chance I get.

"I do not claim any loyalty or lineage to any martial arts, combat, or fighting groups or organisation whatsoever with the exception of my own that I have founded; including the mercinary group "Red Coin" (blood money), International Martial Artists Rebellion (I.M.A.R.) and CapThaiKido (CTK)."
http://poems.hypnoathletics.com/2006/04/17/capthaikido.aspx

EVERYONE who speaks to me about fighting skills knows I am an outcast self-taught rebel who has decided to bounce around to learn from different people and have enhanced my natural abilities through persistent, logical and intelligent practice with many different sparring partners, street-fights, tough-mans as you call them and other events.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j1YqxE5tKgM%am987�ature=channel_page

This is a great video, which by the way, one of this guys videos was posted on BULLSHIDO to support a ninja thread. SwordSage is his YouTube name. It is basically my train of thought in fighting.

For you to say that it is not about credentials anymore, but about credibility is merely backstepping because you know you are wrong.

My credibility is shown by the OBJECTIVE FACT that professional boxers, black belt martial artists and kickboxers, jiu-jitsu practitoners who I work with at Bodies in Motion Encino and Northridge, call me first to teach their classes when they need a sub when many others are available to choose from. Oh, and none of them know that I call myself a GrandMaster because the only place that was ever publicly announced was a here on BULLSHIDO and before in a PRIVATE message that then became public. So it is not that they call me to teach for them because of a title they think I hold or anything I have IMPLIED.

It is because of postitive results, which lends itself to positive feedback and my continued success. I am an outstanding practitoner of whatever I choose to do and help other people by sharing my self-taught knowledge in Healthy-Livinf and Self-Defense.

They would not continue to call me if I was not doing a great job. This goes for other systems I have gone a non-traditional route to learn such as Yoga and Pilates, which I have been teaching for more than 4 years now. People have been hurt by others with certifications in these disciplines, like personal trainers, coaches, fitness class gurus etc and I have never had this happen, and recieve high praise and regard for this. This can be verified by calling the establishment.

I know the human body very, very well because I choose to spend every day and more than 15 hours every day dedicating myself to the study of it and the mind and spirit. I study, practice and teach every day. This very simple formula: STUDY-PRACTICE-TEACH; I have been using daily and with the goal of engaging only in transactions that benefit all whom it effects as a foundation. I stick to these philosophy religiously. It serves me quite well.

BTW. Many of my opponents were trained wrestlers from USA wrestling, some boxers from PALs and other gyms and martial artists for example, from Steve LaBalle's East Coast Karate and Capoeira Explosion to name a few. The fact that I only have that event on video, and that it was not sanctioned by some red taped governing body means nothing about credibility. It is only your opinion.

Regardless of what you say, I have pressure tested myself in a way I felt appropriate in the street against dangerous people who of course were non-compliant and in amateur, tough man and other forums.

I have factually, and anyone who knows me through every stage of my life from 10 yrs old forward will testify that I have never, ever, missed a day of training how to fight. Even when I was in jail, homeless or the mental hospital. It is this very dedication which led me out of that crap.

I thank you guys for your dilligence. But by not considering the facts that I do not claim a lineage, and that I never said I got credentials or credibility from anyone, is a LIE on your part and IDIOCY from anyone who would follow that lie.

To make your arguments against me you have lied or misread what I have posted which is still published and available for examination.

All you people are defending are simply your own opinions about how a martial artist or a martial art develops. You are DEAD WRONG about me, nothing you write or say can change that.

Stick to the Ashida Kims, Yellow Bamboozlers, Ninjers, Head stomping Willie Dennis' and other fakirs. The only thing SAD about this thread is that some fool decided to start it in the first place and that I actually thought you were intelligent people who were either mistaken or mislead; and attempted to remedy such mis-representation.

Apparently what you are lacking is the understanding through experience what someone who is dedicated can do on their own BECAUSE YOU HAVE NEVER ACCOMPLISHED OR DARED TO ATTEMPT TO ACCOMPLISH WHAT I HAVE ENDEAVORED TO DO WITH MY LIFE AND EXPERIENCES.

The evidence shows you are just a bunch of conformists who live in a limited world of brainwashed fantasy SCARED and terrified by anything that does not fit in with your childish status quo and box that you choose to live in.

http://poems.hypnoathletics.com/2006/04/17/capthaikido.aspx

If y'all can help it -Stop being stupid people.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j1YqxE5tKgM%am987�ature=channel_page

YOU HAVE NEVER ACCOMPLISHED OR DARED TO ATTEMPT TO ACCOMPLISH WHAT I HAVE ENDEAVORED TO DO WITH MY LIFE AND EXPERIENCES.

Life abounds

Alexander — Mon, 03 Aug 2009 07:58:00 GMT

What I cultivate is
Power of choice and will
For myself from Within.

From delusion to decision
I create that which I dream
Merging the Conscience with the Cosmos.

According to the mold I design it is filled.
To do and be is the Light,
To rest and enjoy in deed.

Manifesting wonder,
Living fantasies,
Creator of a world formed inside thought;
Loved, as Life abounds.

Wealth of the World

Alexander — Mon, 03 Aug 2009 07:47:00 GMT

I am the confidence.
My understanding is such,
That experience is of my choosing.

I choose my images or,
The emptiness of mind.
Focused and celebratory,
Determined with honor to succeed.

Success in evey endeavor,
That moves with the best for all in its heart.

I am the god of my world,
And there shall be Beauty
Universal and Eternal.

Free choice has been granted me by the ALMIGHTY;
And experience is of my choosing.

I choose my images as
The Wealth of the World.

Killing the Friend

Alexander — Sun, 17 May 2009 21:52:00 GMT

Sinking into my abductress
Feeling the void in my skin
Carnage is spoiling and senseless
The people have caved me in.

Circling in a pool of lightning
Drifting to a part of the Sea
Crumbling and crashing mountains
Foundations are falling to me.

Where is the nuisance?
People are derived from hate
In a real life's sense
Visitors don't enter the gate.

Find me a place to stay
In my rivers where my life begins
Cut an exit to flow away
Red valleys flow out from within.

Self-inflicted pain
I scream out my God's name
And used in vein (sic)
For my loss I am to blame.

This is not for me
All I wanted, all I need to be
I cannot fight again
Not against my only friend
whom it seems is myself
Annihilating my own Knowledge and health.

Today is Here. I am Here.

Alexander — Fri, 03 Apr 2009 17:13:00 GMT

I am happy and grateful because today is here.
I am here, now, and it is marvelous!

I am feeling so beautiful, so vibrant, alive, awake and present.
I honor each breath that drifts away, and every breath that fills my lungs.

Every sound that surrounds, I welcome.
Today is a peaceful day, as all the lovely days to be.

A cheerful day full of action and power, joy and evolution.
Today as with all days, I am confident and free,
Creative and inspiring to the world about me.

Eagerly I acquaint new friends and share our soul-filling Love and radiance.
Great fortune and prosperity is gathered and spread about, circulating freely and easily,
Contributing to more abundance and joy for all.

I am here, now, and it is splendid.
I am fascinated and ever-curious about how today's amazement shall be recieved,
In what forms will our treasures be manifest.

I am grateful and happy,
Because today is here.

Healthy and Strong

Alexander — Fri, 03 Apr 2009 17:03:00 GMT

I am grateful and joyous to be Healthy and Strong,
Beautiful and Young, always.

I am grateful and happy.
I am kind an gentle.

I am Love and Light,
And I Love to Light,
The worlds of others!

The beauty of joy
My Eternal Companion.
I am guided by Love,
Always guided by Love.

I am pleased with my Vibrant Health.
I share openly and freely Abundant Wealth.

There is Peace and Beauty.
There is Joy and Serenity.

Always on my mind,
Is Love gentle and kind.

Wisdom guides with light,
Without limit, outside form.

I am Happy and Free.
I am rich and generous.
I am Healthy and Strong,
Beautiful and young, always.

Rob the Dead

Alexander — Wed, 11 Feb 2009 22:12:00 GMT

No Pain and No Fear;
Inside.
I Create Everything with
Mind.

Those of us who have
Denied
Know that which WeSeek,
BeFind.

Breathe Together
Heal Together
Move by Spirit Unified.

Rob the Dead
Or, Transmute from the Dead

And All becomes Living and Well.

ArithMetaPhysics and Holographic Algebra: Two Sides of the Same Coin

Alexander — Sat, 27 Sep 2008 06:16:00 GMT

(Exercising Your Mind) Writing and reading are very powerful ways to sufficiently motivate yourself to take action towards attaining your goals. For writing, one of the main reasons for its power to inspire is because it is one of the simplest and most direct methods of transforming a non-physical or intangible thought, into a physical, material, tangible object - a document that you can see and feel. Like singing or dancing, it is a simple act of creation throgh self expression.

Holographic-Algebra, sometimes called ArithMetaPhysics, is "a written self-hypnosis exercise using abstract analogies of mathematics and technology as a memorable and fun motivation towards specified or general goals." I use writing and reading as analogies for producing holographic plates and projecting the 3-dimensional hologram or manifestation through enlightened desire!

Holographic-Algebra to me, as I will attempt to elucidate, is a means to integrate intangible thoughts and desires, with the tangible ability to write and read. This is a form of motivation to action towards specific goals, or what I refer to as PETs: Personal Exploration Topics.

I am offering these Synaesthetic Mnemonic Devices or Multi-Sensory Memory Tools, as Self-Hypnosis Exercises (SHE) for Creative Visualization and Imagery. After reading and understanding the ideas, you will be able to use just the phrases Holographic-Algebra or ArithMetaPhysics as keys or triggers for your personal post-hypnotic suggestion.

The main idea: Writing is recording as reference to specific ideas, events, objects and people. What you may jot down freely as your thoughts reflect your inner states at the time of writing. Conversely, writing about specified ideas may change your inner state. You may then read back what you have written to trigger the desired state and/or to reenforce the state as a conditioned response of your choosing.

What basically follows is an interesting way to meditate upon how written words effect our subconscious and manifest in our physical reality. It is just a metaphysical-science thought experiment about the mechanics of mental transmutatuion into material reality. I realize that I myself find these types of rituals beneficial as memory tools, to embed a concept that sufficiently motivates me to be creative and productive. Understand that I have coined words and phrases for this purpose. One simple reason is that it is enjoyable to me, and activities which are fun tend to be very motivating and inspiring! So I once again share the inner workings of my personal trance work for you to perhaps discover some utility within it for yourself.

You are probably already aware of the following terms. However, as an introduction to this presentation, I will put forth a few definitions of the individual words that are the foundations of this study and practice of ArithMetaPhysics and Holographic-Algebra. This will be useful in following how I integrate the broken parts into the whole message, and may serve as a guide to my rationale.

Arithmetic is using the operators of addition, subtraction, multiplication and division on integers, complex numbers, real numbers and rational numbers.

Meta- is a combining form prefix, going before a word, that means beyond, after, a second order or a higher kind.

Physics is the study of the relationships between matter, energy, space, and time. Also the study of specific physical systems, by applying physical theories.

Metaphysics is beyond or higher than the physical, and thus refers to studying anything mental or spiritual which is not yet tangible by the accepted, current means of observation and measurement in physics.

Holograph is an adjective describing a document that is written in whole by the person named as the author of the document. Derived from the Greek words holos meaning whole, and graphe which means writing.

Holography is the study and production of holograms.

Hologram is the 3D image produced when the intensity and phase or frequency information of light is encoded onto film. Derived from two Greek words; holos which means whole, and gramma which means message.

Algebra comes from the Arabic word al-jebr, which means equation by the reunion of broken parts. Algebra is a branch of mathematics that uses symbols, mainly letters in place of numbers and quantities and expresses general relationships for members of specified sets.

As I understand it, mathematics and arithmetic are the fundamental tools of comprehension required to manifest in the physical world by making predictions with a great deal of accuracy. Math is the symbolic, short-hand language tool used to measure, quantify and record the observations and experiments of physical science. It is the universal language necessary for communicating the experimental results to others who wish to replicate our observations. Math, next to demonstration, is the most accurate tool for this sharing of knowledge and understanding.

The most practical method to begin with any endeavor of manifestation, is the ability and desire to write as a means of impressing your memory and subconscious with plans or options from which to choose actions. There is a difference between numbers and numerals. Numbers are the abstract, intangible ideas about quantity and measurment, while numerals are the symbols used to identify these numbers in written form. Writing is a form of math because it is using symbols in the form of letters, to represent our experience, and our relationship to the people and objects in it. All this means is that when you write what you have experienced, conceptualized, learned or otherwise discovered, it serves as a reenforcement of the information. Thereby making it more accessible and real to you for future application.

So let us take a moment to review how 3-dimensional holograms are produced, and how I use writing as an analogy for producing the 3-dimensional hologram that is our reality. These are the parts of our equation to solve.

Holography
To create a hologram, you use a coherent beam of light, such as a laser and split it into two beams. One half, which is the illumination or object beam, is reflected from the object to be reproduced as a 3D image of light, such as a gold coin, onto a high-resolution photographic plate. The other part of the beam is the reference beam and is directly focused onto the same hi-rez photo plate. The light-wave frequency interference pattern created by the interaction of the two beams, is recorded onto the high-resolution photographic plate. The reason this is done is to record the light scattering pattern that is naturally created by the 3-dimensionality of the coin and recieved by our eyes so when we look at the hologram we are tricked by this replication into thinking it is real by sight alone.

To reproduce the gold coin as a free-standing 3-dimensional image of light, you simply use another coherent beam of light and direct it through the developed photographic plate from behind, in the same direction as the original reference beam. The gold coin now projected in space will change perspective when viewed from different angles. You would only notice it is not the real coin if you touched it! One way to think of it is like a frame of film that you light up from behind with a projector onto a 2-dimensional movie screen. In the case of a hologram, the "screen" is space, and it is in 3D rather than 2D. Similar to the 3D space the original gold coin requires to exist.

If you cut a hologram into smaller pieces you can still view the whole image from each part, except from a smaller subset of angles. This is the meaning of whole message.

Holograph
I look at my creative writing in a similar way. A piece of paper or word processor is my high-resolution photographic plate. The desire I may have for a real gold coin, is the original coherent laser beam of my focus. It is then split into two parts. One half, the illumination or object beam -as I recall, visualize or imagine a gold coin, is then "reflected" onto the page or screen with my line of sight. The other half, is the reference beam, which are my hands or action-potential nerve impulses sent to my hands, ready to type or write. The writing that takes place, about my desires and plans of action for earning a gold coin, is the interference pattern of these two "beams" recorded onto the hi-rez photo plate, page or screen. Reading back the written word then, is like illuminating the developed photographic plate, in this case a document or holograph, to produce or manifest a gold coin.

The difference here is that since I did not begin with a real gold coin, just one from desire, memory and ideas about gold coins, it does not manifest immediately in space from nowhere. Just as a 3D hologram of a gold coin in holography is not the real gold coin, only a re-presentation of it. The representation, for review and study, serves as motivation impressed upon the subconscious mind or memory as an option. The document is a piece of film that can be filed away and accessed for proper motivation and review of plans of action.

Algebra
I also regard this process as a reunion of broken or separate parts. If having a gold coin or more money is my goal, then the lack of money is my random variable "X" to be solved for. Again, I use symbols, mainly letters combined into words to express the actual objects of my desire I do not already possess. By bringing together my desire, imagination, writing, reading and planning, I am able to solve for X. To solve simply means a course of action that effectively deals with a problem. By acting on my plans, I earn a gold coin.

So here you have the idea of how I use writing as an analogy for producing the 3-dimensional holograms of my reality. Once you understand this concept, all you need to do is use the terms Holographic-Algebra or ArithMetaPhysics as trigger words of the idea. This is the "secret" to this practice of manifestation. The full comprehension that you adopt and adapt from this presentation may serve as a self-implanted post-hypnotic suggestion or embedded command.

This is the key to simplicity and self-hypnosis. Through a thorough understanding of an apparently complex set of ideas, you may then use all of the information by the mere act of recalling, reciting or repeating a few words that contain packets of useful information.

Turning Green

Alexander — Fri, 22 Aug 2008 19:10:00 GMT

If I could save the world,
I would not lift a hand.
Instead I change myself,
'Cuz that's in high demand.

I look into my mind,
And I become one.
If I create my world,
Then what have I done?

oh... It's bad weather
It's raining blood because I've severed...

The heads that hold eyes that have seen.
These Red Coins are turning Green